it's a time to celebrate , c'mon lets dance!!!!!!

I've been really stressed lately worrying about changing insurance at work. I was soooo afraid that the insurance they were going to offer wouldn't cover gastric bypass surgery. I've just been a basket case. Crying at the drop of a hat, not really hungry but eating out of stress, fine one minute, crying the next and crying some more. I've been missing my mom so much lately. I guess it's because, ya know it was New Year's, then her 83nd birthday, not being able to share the whole journey towards surgery with her, because after all I have no doubt in my mind that she would be so proud of me. My birthday is coming up and I just keep thinking... no card, no phone call with her singing happy birthday, and us laughing till we about peed our pants, It's been so hard lately. Drum roll please!!!!! The insurance I will be changing to on March 1, 2009 DOES cover my surgery. Of course there are requirements I must meet for approval, but that shouldn't be an issue. I will be posting before pictures very soon, and of course pictures all along the way of my progress. After all this is about "my new life" and my journey.

And on another note.....

For those of you who still are blessed to have your parents with you on this earth be thankful, very thankful. If you think you honor your parents now, honor them more.... love them more.... cherish them more....